thanksgiving

The Holidays are tough.

Tonight I figured out why I went to Hawaii last year, at holiday time. And why I'd like to go this year, even with all theassociated wierdness. I'm not "with someone" at the moment, and haven't been for a brief fraction of my life. Most of my holidays have been spent at family functions with someone special. While I am fine now ( more than ever ) being on my own, apparently holidays are rough times for me.

Duh.

I know this isn't a shocker to many people who are lonely at this time of year, but it kinda snuck up on me. Bleh. I got out of my funk for the most part by fleeing the family thing, and spending the evening with friends.

Always a good time.


All around me are familiar faces,
Worn out places,
Worn out faces,
Bright and early for the daily races,
Going nowhere,
Going nowhere,
Their tears are filling up their glasses,
No expression,
No expression,
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow,
No tomorrow,
No tomorrow.

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take,
When people run in circles,
It's a very very, Mad world, Mad world.

Children waiting for the day they feel good,
Happy birthday,
Happy birthday,
And I feel the way that every child should,
Sit and listen,
Sit and listen,
Went to school and I was very nervous,
No one knew me,
No one knew me,
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson,
Look right through me,
Look right through me,

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take,
When people run in circles, It's a very very,

Mad world,
Mad world,
Enlarging your world,

Mad world...